Its almost time to leave Kentucky.

I am going to graduate from Armor Basic Officer Leadership Course today.. I have a lot of thought running through my head.. Did I try as hard as I should have? I didn't get any awards, it would have been nice but did I really want an award? I will miss the friends that I have made while I have been down here, will I ever make it back? Did I say things that were better left unsaid? Is there someone out there for me or have I already met her? Will I find a good job once I get back? Will I find a job down here and move down here? What do I want in life? I've asked that before but maybe I don't really know what I want.. There are so many questions and so few answers..